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last post :(

well, the school year has came to an end…. which means this is my final blog post 😦 I have learned so many things this past year and made so many memories. Thankful for all the people who are still in my life, and even the ones that had left. Peace out and holla for SENIOR YEAR 🙂

“Happy!” By nolifebeforecoffee” is shared under a CC by NC-ND 2.0

wrong

do you ever feel like it does not matter how hard you try, or how good you think you are doing…… It’s never enough for somebody? I feel like I am always saying something or doing something that hurts somebody else or something is ALWAYS wrong… sorry to get in my feels, just heavy on my mind.

“anything block” by Jimaral is shared under a CC by NC-ND 2.0

stress level

stress level = Drake and Josh episode 7, season 4. Watch it.

“Nickelodeon studios” by Sharon is shared under a CC by NC 2.0

2019

How scary is it to know we’re going to be seniors in months? These past few years have been flying by and honestly I don’t want them to end. I have made many friendships that will last a lifetime, I’ve hurt and healed, I have love and lost. I know our high school years are coming to an end, but I’m so excited to see where my future goes.

 

“End” by Hitchster is shared under a CC by 2.0 

night time

do you ever go the whole day thinking about how bored you are and how many things you think you have done? And then when you are in your bed, you think of the million things you need to do, the things you forgot to do, and things you think you’ll need to do 6 months from now? me too.

“Night Time on Naples Bay” by Charles Patrick Ewing is shared under a CC by 2.0

spring break

Not to be depressing or anything, but my spring break was kind of sucky. I feel like spring break should be beaching in Flordia with your friends while drinking Pina Coladas in 80-degree weather, staying up at all hours,  well….. mine was the complete opposite.. I had practice almost every day. For some reason, I slept most of the day and hung out with my friends some of the days. It wasn’t terrible, but thinking about coming back to school was. I can’t wait until summer.

 

“Facing the Sunshine” by A.J Inspiration is shared under a CC by 2.0 license

Self Love

You are worthy.

You are capable.

You are beautiful.

You are enough.

“rock” by Mallory Armentrout is shared under a CC by-NC 2.0

“just friends”

we were just friends that spoke like lovers do, and that seemed to be “enough” for two teenagers who were scared to love one another. We looked at one another quite too long to be “just friends”

“lonely” by Salim Ansari is shared under a CC by-NC 2.0

start over

I need a fresh start, I need to move away from this place. I sometimes wish I could move somewhere new and meet all new people, see all new things. I want to be somebody that nobody knows, I need people who don’t know my past, they don’t know my mistakes. I need a new life, I need a restart button. I need to start over and get this life figured out.

 

“city light” by Mario César is shared under a CC by-SA 2.0

heartbreak

I feel like heartbreak has its own feeling. You won’t know the feeling I’m talking about unless you have felt actual heartbreak. It’s like this physical pain in your heart and you can’t explain it. I have had the air kicked out of me while playing volleyball outside my backyard with my siblings, but it wasn’t at all comparable to laying in my bed at night rewinding all of our memories in my head like an old CD tape.

At least in my backyard, the oxygen came back into my lungs.

 

“couple” by Mirjana Velijovic is shared under a CC by-SA 2.0